Lots of new things!

So going back to work hasnt been as bad as I had originally thought it would be. Honestly, its not too rough. But...I would definetly much rather be home with Ky. I hate not seeing him discover new things. Or figure out how to something new! Tammy and my dad are great to him and love him very much, but its not the same only spending a few hours before bedtime with him. I miss being able to wake up and see his gorgeous smile. Or play with him and starting giggling and cooing to me. I hate that i could possible miss the most important years of his life because i have to work all day. I love him and want to give him the world, but would rather raise a healthy happy beautiful baby then be gone from him all day for the week. Its heartbreaking to think our society has to resort to leaving our small developing children in the hands of caregivers because family can not be self-sufficient on only 1 income. (wish it was the modern world with the 1940's/50's economy!)

Kyler is getting big! learning and discovering new things every day. He smiles for mommy and grandpa ALOT now. hes got a beautiful toothless grin! You know your a true momma when your babys smile brings tears to your eyes! or when hearing your baby cry breaks your heart and you would do anything to make it better.

This week as been a strange one for the whole family. Mommy and Ky are used to being able to sleep until Ky is ready to get up and play, and then daddy comes home to play and help feed Ky so mommy can relax. Instead, mommy has to get up at 6 am (usually about 2-3 hours before Ky is awake) feeds Ky so he goes back to sleep again with daddy and then leaves for work. Daddy and Ky have been getting up around 8 am and daddy has to feed Ky so he can go visit with tammy and grandpa until mommy gets off. Daddy has had to work nights again this week in Chandler so he leaves at noon and gets home around midnight. mommy and ky try to go to sleep before 10 pm, so we're already asleep when daddy gets home again. Ky has been a little fussy trying to get into the swing of something new instead of being with mommy all day, but has been very good for the most part. He really loves playing with grandpa!

Mommy will write more later and post new pictures cuz she gets to come home soon! YAY!